I wish I didn’t love you and I wish I didn’t care
If I had never met you my life would be more fair
If I never got to hold you and kiss your tender lips
Then I wouldn’t be so sad and my heartache wouldn’t exist
If I never said I love you and held your body tight
Then I would need to cry myself to sleep every single night
I wish I could fall asleep and never ever wake
Then I could dream forever and this smile would not be fake
I wish things had turned out differently and our love didn’t have to end
But I’m sitting here alone wishing you were more than just my friend