the shadows they are the first sign. they come to my eyes, they come to my mind.
i cannot fight them and suddenly i am the me im not supposed to be.
nothing feels right, its so unjust. whats real? whats not? who can i trust?
The dam is broken, my true self frozen.
When its done i have to explain. no one can possibly understand my pain.
hospitals, doctors, pills galore, ive tried them all, there are no more.
I hurt you all but i hurt too im sorry i am this way but what can i do ?