Is my belief in God a threat to you?
Does my belief in a higher force
make me a delusional fool?
Is it the lack of lithium
that causes me to feel
that I”ve heard God speak to me
Is what I”m feeling not real?
Is it all a a facade?
Should I be scared to acknowledge?
“The truth shall set you free”
but it hurts to be honest.
What are the limitations
for you to consider me sane?
I shouldn”t think “grandiose”
but I should feel like the crud of the earth
and be ashamed
Be a mentally ill patient
not a child of God
Is that what you wish?
Is my condition the cause of these doubts?
Is it because I feel in tune with the world
and feel God”s presence?
But fuck it,
I guess what I”m feeling is the Lack of Lithium,
it”s the Lack of Lithium