Dependent on only my dad
His abuse was the only love I had
Seven years later, he disappears
My heart and mind drenched in tears
Cut my wrists to stop the pain
Not even knowing what I would gain
I would pray and pray every night
Hoping God would show me light
Four years flew by so fast
My mind still haunted by my past
Little did I know what I had
I grew even more sad
Suicide runs through my mind
My thoughts keep pressing rewind
I wake up hooked by a cord
In a hospital ward
One year went by
Of only wanting to die
Something in my heart grew bright
And Jesus tells me everything’s alright
I have never felt so alive
Realizing all I need to survive
Are my Lord and savior from up above
For he has shown me true love