Life can be lonley…none really knows me…I hide
behind the smile on my face….please no, not again don”t take me back to that place…its like no other feeling..ur so high u cud float to the ceiling…its like it takes ur soul away….hold onto something, just pray….feeling light as a feather…the stuff in ur head keeps getting heavier n heavier…please stop now.. i just want to be chanelle…they say a tablet a day keeps that monster away….i disagree its like that monsters always lurking behind me… Can i ever really be free?? used to enjoy it when my endorphins took me to the highest of the high….but it was all a lie…just like that the monsters taken her soul ….that beautiful smile has such a big crack…as she hears her boys say “please give us our mum back”…my absolute rocks Cameron and Alfie are the reason I try n stay healthy….the reason why I”ve wiped away all those silent tears through all those years