These thoughts of mine
are placed for me
this life of mine
to pay this fee
for my numerous sides
and the one i hide
dreams of great zeal
they say unreal
this negativity
they pilled in me
to alter my reality
melancholy
is my will free
is this choice
chosen voice
voice in slavery
my world a stage
i cast in cage
with songs unsung
that coat my lungs
they cast away my joy
leaving barren me
is this subjectivity
or am i their toy?