I HAVE VOICES IN MY HEAD THAT BRING ON THE EMOTION OF CHAOS.
I HAVE THAT FEELING, THAT FEELING THAT I LOVE; THE RACING THOUGHTS; THE MOVING OF THE THINGS THAT STAND STILL; THE EMOTION OF BEING ALIVE STILL WHILE BEING DEAD INSIDE.
I LOOK INSIDE AND THINK THAT MAYBE THINGS ARE NOT THAT BAD. COULD I STOP THESE MEDS? COULD I BE OKAY WITHOUT THEM? THAT FEELING OF GREATNESS AND POWER OVER THE WORLD BRINGS ME THAT GRAND FEELING. HOW DO I LOOK INSIDE TO UNDERSTAND THE GLORY THAT I FEEL? THAT IS WHEN EVERYONE THINKS I AM OKAY.
THEY CANNOT FEEL WHAT I FEEL INSIDE, THEY CANNOT LOOK INSIDE AND SEE THE DEMONS THAT CRAWL WITHIN. HOW DO I MAKE THEM SEE?
UP OR DOWN THEY WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOOK INSIDE