Is despair my life now? No hope just hoplessness
There is nothing here but complete desponency
In darkest dreams I am being tossed in all directions
The only memories I can recall are those of regret
I am sickened with so much despair
I wait for the sun that will never rise
To show its light, its healing glow and its warmth
Looking to horizons hoping to get a glimpse a small hope
Searching in every direction, only to find darkness
No one knows how I really feel, why should they?
They don”t care anyway, driving myself to insanity
A place I”ll never return from