There are days in my life
there’s nothing I can do
when death and suicide
has crossed my mind too.
I’m someone trying to understand
the better part of my life
and yet all I ever encounter
is sadness, troubles and strife.
My heart cries every night
in a place no one can see
where everything is uncertain
and where it’s not easy being me
But I keep hoping one day
that good things will come true
my life has many journeys
with good and bad times too
I’m a stranger to my own self
there are things I cannot see
but I will keep on searching
for the better part of me