There is so much pain upon my soul
the pain in my heart has left a big hole
no one understands that I’m dying inside
all I want to do is run and hide
the world has lost it’s colour I know this is tue
because when I saw the sky it was grey instead of blue
when I go to sleep I still see his face
if people knew what he did he’d be called a disgrace
I remember photos he often took
I was naked and he called it his special book
he gave me alcohol so I didn’t fight
he had his pleasure hidden out of sight
I was only 13 when it all begun
I felt humiliation while he had his fun
he preyed on my innocense and my trust
if anyone knew they would feel digust
nothing on this earth will rid me of this pain
if only that kind of dirt would wash away with rain
that little 13 year old girl had to grow up too soon
while all the girls around her were only beginning to bloom.