23 March, 2010

again and again

ali

here i am again depressed
here i am again manic
here i am again sad
here i am again happy
here i am hurting others
here i am hurting myself
here i am again in the hosptial
here i am new meds
here i am more new meds
here i am new therapist
here i am new doctors
here i am again sick sad dying inside and out
here i am the only one who gets it
here i am again trying
here i am but never cured
here i am but will i ever be me again
here i am with this damn illness
here i am
here i
am

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