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Title: nightmares and memories
Author: Deb
Date Submitted: 8/31/2008

 
Poem: when will i reach the end?
nightmares and memories blend
the truth is hard to accept
feelings so far in depth
don't want to remember anymore
what is this happening for
i don't feel like i am free
there are invisible chains around me
why do i feel so incredibly weak
why do i find it so hard to speak
about the horrible times i went through
it sounds so simple but it's hard to do
my world is shattered i feel torn apart
what chance did i have with a wounded heart
my one time love walked out the door
he didn't even look back so it hurt so much more
i told everyone that i didn't really care
but i lost my only trust then and there
my whole life i acted out so tough
you would of known if you'd looked hard enough
you all did me so much wrong
and now i'm alone and not very strong
you took away my innocence and left me in tears
the rain still falls upon me after all these years
now i'm broken and i'm angry
and don't know what to do
should i open up
and speak of what i really went through?...