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Title: Windows
Author: Jenni
Date Submitted: 6/23/2006

 
Poem: I have such wonderful windows
where the sun shines through so brightly
Mostly when I feel useful, connected to the world
When I can forget about feeling damaged
and see a glimpse of my old self back
When I feel happy and believe I can do any of those things I am good at
and I'm not distraught about how I will manage
to cope alone
When I can be kind to myself and find just one little thing that might remind me
I'm a bit special
When I can get through a day without tears, frustrations
and my life doesn't revolve around depression, mania, panic
When I can talk with my friends
and feel safe to ask for help,
long before the terror consumes me
When the frangipani's smell beautiful
and I can think that I am worth much more
than I give myself credit for
When I can be right there, in the moment
instead of just looking in
When my sense of self means
so much more to me that
suicide is never an option.
When I am not afraid to be me....