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Title: She''s fine.
Author: Anonymous
Date Submitted: 3/18/2013

 
Poem: I am fine. Why wouldn''t I be?
I''m a teenager; free and young. I feel like I can do anything I want, BE anything I want. Reach the stars because I have no limits.
Or boundaries.
But situations... Life can be so utterly fucked up Sometimes I just watch myself crash and burn,
see my body lay limp as the flames dance
and lick at the sky.
I wanna drink until my system contains no more natural bodily fluids
If there were such a thing -
I want the poison to drown me as I illuminate my true self in desperation of wanting to be accepted.
Acknowledged.
Wishing I had comfort to look to;
knowing he''s not coming back for me.
The angels have embraced him for me
In SPITE of me..
I feel as if I have committed treason
for no valid reason as it seems...
I wish we were back together
and that the harmonious emotions of love would uprise and crush this feeling of depression and guilt
for I never told him he was loved
And so they say God gives his battles
to his strongest soldiers
wounded as they are they prevail
But to think I can get in life with all this happening is fucking impossible
Because I''m latching onto my past;
The souvenirs I have of my happiness.
The only memories I have of being
Fine. ...