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Title: Alone In My Mind
Author: Stephine Hall
Date Submitted: 9/27/2011
Email: steph_hall912@yahoo.com

 
Poem: Thoughts of pills all in a bowl want to reach
with a blindfold doesnt matter what i find in my hand ill take five or ten my mind will never erase all the pain, pleasures, highs its expeirenced the 4 am calls with hate and tears in the black hole beneath my chest only colors show emotion now no facial expressions only verbal expressions. Crushed again ODing on this psycho babble that runs thru my head at all hours that everyone is in bed im up freaking out and scratching my head wondering if this will ever come to a close thoughts circling using drugs and getting smashed everyday back in the norm like anyone would want except for im not sure at all that this is what i want ive never wanted to be normal and now i cant stop being off its out of reach now it seems covered up deep down now in the pit of my stomach and back of my mind that stabs forward with every word of a simple regular life all those people walking around happy with no addiction no want for a fix of some sort with jobs houses significant others tied to them in marriage or kids i do not want that shit at all why would i let anyone follow me into this Dark?...