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Title: demons in my head
Author: lingy37
Date Submitted: 5/3/2010

 
Poem: My old head hurts so much
but i like the taste of my salty tears
But they don''t release me from my pathetic fears.
The little pink pills don''t seem to work
because i still feel the ridiculous hurt
it''s like some weight is laying on my chest,
i struggle to breathe
from the pit of my stomach i heave.
Constantly tapping my weary feet,
I''m anxious and just can''t sleep
Insomnia you consumed and swallowed me up
i need to escape this lifelong rut.
I''m fat I''m ugly my life is all wrong
so this is why i write this song.
I murdered my soul with the bad things I''ve done
i need to be free and just want to run,
to a place where i can be at ease
where i don''t constantly feel the need to please.
Angels have sent me a sign
the little white feathers that stand in a line,
i now know heaven has a place for me
on a golden chair under a cherry tree
I''m not scared now i know Jesus loves me
he will cleanse my soul and set me free
I hope my dog will meet me there,
to leave her behind would cause me great despair,
my tears have stopped now so i must go
and carry on this evil show....