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Title: My Mania
Author: Lauren Goodkin
Date Submitted: 11/15/2005

 
Poem: I wanna new shirt
A new pair of jeans
I wanna new me
And goddammit I'm not gonna sleep
Yeah, and I wanna get fucked
Really fucked and in fact,
I'm so tired of people taking away my right to profanity
I need a drink
Smoke 15 cigarettes in one sitting
Who says substance abuse is a problem anyway?
And who the fuck says I have a disease anyway?
Isn't life a disease, really?
And I'm so goddamn fucking tired of people taking away my right to be profane
And where in the name of all that is pissing me off today is my drink?
Because I'm NOT gonna sleep
I'll swipe that plastic card
Until I can't fit one more shopping bag in my trunk
And I'll let the smoke curl out of my lips
While they cuff me and read me my rights
Tomorrow depression will set in
And I'll cry
BUT FUCKING GOD
I don't even know how I got here....