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Title: Manic Anger at 4a.m. about poetic censorship...POOR ANGRY ILL PERSON
Author: Cassandra Wendler
Date Submitted: 6/18/2009
Email: cassandramalchow@hotmail.com

 
Poem: How does one explain what''s beyond your COMPREHENSION? Please pay attention.
Though my flow can be wicked, my vocab too vague or way too explicit, for such a FREAK, I mean, my passion is really impressive. Almost freakishly relentless, I guess I would say that. No matter how I''m prevented, trying hard, gotten better, or offended now that I''ve memorized your comments, every letter. Straight from one of the (crazy-free) POETICALLY BETTERS. And despite these must suffer to be well I can''t type for shit tremors, I still work it, my work''s STRONG, impressed my UNIQUE''S lasted so long. Of course, I pity your censure, do you pity me yours? You simply can''''t comprehend we are two separate worlds. Yet you disregard MY hard won validity, my FREE
Keep on SANELY regurgitating THE SAME boring SAME THING
I say, save your ignorance for all the "REAL" f***ing artists, it''s good pay. I don''t envy your WELLNESS I''ve been you and no thanks. Do you trash us ''cause you''re jealous of my POOR CRAZY GIRL ILLNESS? That allows me to know levels of beauty that you always miss? All your expressions seem written for bigger I''M BETTER moments, Yet you put down the BROKEN to make you seem what, Broken LESS? Oh! I get it now, you only want to become famous! Am I too "ILL", too "SICK", Do you think all us "psycho''''s" are STUPID? Too trapped in our (you think pathetic and tormented) mental PRISONS to notice? Or to pay attention to your thoughtless egotistical COMMENTS. Should I not call you on it? Play along? Do you like being in a POOR F***ING ILL PERSON''''S POEM? After all I''''m too different to have any CREDIBLE TALENT Like you Hmmm....I must be too out of it, Come on Cas, get a clue! Don''t think about feelings say whatever you wish! Hey, did I say F*** too much for you to ever like this? I can hope. It''s not my fault I''m imbalanced, my chemicals mope and they race. Give my poor DAMAGED mind time to wrap it''s confused self around this. Go on label me, baby. Another CRAZY BIPOLAR girl''s angry.(I guess I have no choice NOT TO SUCK at writing and my dreams are all rubbish) That''s shitty. Only NORMAL should be PUBLISHED, Right? And I should be committed, Apparently....